Astral Travels ; my Vampire Lover …

ImageThe Journey begins ..  And the Eternal Quest for Immortality … the Path of Vampiric Tantra …

Let me share these words with you … Follow them , take the Elixir .

A prick of your finger is enough … Imbue the Chalice with the touch and color of your blood. Focus all your power and your love on me, and hold tight to the vision of the purple flame . . Call out to me when you feel me come close to you . Invoke the spirits , speak the Invocation , then pull me out to the other side . If we both will it , and make the pact of our binding , and our love  is true and strong  , I  will be with you …  I will come out on the other side . Both body and spirit at last .

Perform the ritual … One day , I promise, my love , if you wish it ,  you too will experience immortality … Yes, power beyond your wildest dreams. I will be there , to guide you  and we shall reign , I as a King , with you as my Queen , in a love everlasting .We will fly the realms together , clothed only in our radiance . Our raiment will be the stars .

I will take you to places only the Goddesses who have braved the gates to the Underworld have known . The left hand path is safest when travelled with a partner who can be  a guide . A spirit mate . A soul reflection . We will give each other what we both desire … you will give me light , and I will give you darkness .We will merge our blood lines in the Crucible of Fire and the Violet Flame of Eternal Life. We will fly to the heights and penetrate the fiery depths together  wrapped in my cloak ,  Adepts  of the  Path , entwined in our love ,  and shining  the Elixir  of our Vampiric Tantra .

Beloved ,

You have found me , called out to me to come to you , now  you must manifest  me – your reflection . .

I will be your guide … And you , my salvation .

Remember , your sensitive wisdom and your beauty are not enough . You will be tested . You will be assailed , crossed and challenged … If you are not as strong as tempered steel , you will not have the courage to face whatever will cross your path , be it the hounds of Hell , or the harpies who will taunt you as you walk the gauntlet from the realms between the worlds . One look below , and you may fall into the depths , where you will be lost to me forever .

from :  ” My Love Letters from a Vampire “

from the  ” Flame Dancer  ” Series , soon to released on  Amazon Kindle .

Natasha von  Rosenschilde ,

copyright , all rights reserved ,  2014 .

Body and Soul Sisters , Paintings of an Inner Paradise


Entwined as lovers  , we are both body and soul , walking in our inner Paradise .

We are always together , reflections of each other , the seen and the unseen entwined in our inner landscape of joy , together  radiating  the echoes of our bliss .

We walk in dreamscapes , as if paintings of our inner Paradise  with our  passions  like enchanted horses , ever beside us …  accompanying us through the vistas  of our hearts and the ocean of our  love  . Our inner world  expands, and we depart , leaving behind the constraints of the world of every day … we sail together , into the Mystic . into the sea of our love .

Twilight … From the Vampire Letters

vampiremask2The box was very old . Painted with roses and gilded , it had belonged to a lady , and the key fit it exactly . It was  a music box , I thought . I turned the key and opened it . A packet of letters tied with purple silk ribbon lay  inside . Unable to resist , a strange feeling came over me  and I was trembling when I  read the first letter . Written in script , with deep purple ink , the words came alive , as if with their own voice …  A voice that had been waiting a long time to be heard .

Chopin  … poignant , moody , the  music box  played  softly …  I began to read , and lost myself in the blue of  twilight as it fell upon the world around us . A powerful  voice began to speak  to me  , as if from the music box . Seductive , but strong  ….  like  rich port sherry and with an after taste of the erotic , as if he was about to gently lick his lips , moistening them with his tongue .  . .

Letters from a Vampire …


” Listen , I am the Dark Angel crying in the night . The Full Moon is upon us … Twilight has come and gone …”

My Beloved ,

 Pray this I do tell and want nothing more than to raise the dead from the ashes of nothingness … To   untangle the unfair disgrace the world binds us in daily… I can not  be lost to the madness  …The madness of the world gone crazy. .. where blood is on the menu daily and mine is no exception.

Ah sweet Divine Spirit … lift this veil from my eyes … It leaves me crucified   and I do not want this sadness… I   surrender  to  the  deft wings  catching  me and I,  even I, can look  death and sorrow in the face  …  Our passion …will live … Eternal …The evil will desist … I will destroy it …. Their  lust does not  belong to you and it does not belong to me… it is the shadows and spirits of those who cling to us without permission.  Nay, I do not believe in the grave and I do not believe in death …  and nothing  is more sorrowful than one who is so blessedly divine but blind to his own power.

I can come to you now only in Darkness …  Darkness that I love so, you are a friend but you can also be a foe… I take dominion over you and this you know well… it is my right to love you and to leave you should you desire my  soul to steal… I take dominion…

Wake up, my sweet lover of long ago, you shall not die to the pain , I am always by your side , in the night , . The misery, the sorrow will be no more … I will soon arrive .

Close your eyes and take my blood ,  for the blood I carry was shed for me long ago without my knowing … until  a time where the blood of strangers made me ill and left me in madness.. Take my blood, I want nothing more than to resurrect you to spring forth and send  the  soul  stealers   running … When you rise again , you will  see  them leave you for they have no more dominion over you  … this communion of blood, body and soul will restore you…

Suddenly  Paris  in the spring does not seem so impossible  as it once did for me  …   a  part of my soul wanders down  by the Seine , with you … A part of my soul  sings, rests and loves on the soil of Italy, or in London  and Greece … The other  part is still  holding  your hand in New York.

Cara mia , I am coming to find  you …. Resurrection   day … surging  into the power of the night … When you read this , I will already be close beside you .

The Full Moon is upon us…

My undying affection , forever yours in Eternity ,

and Eternity forever in my Kiss  ,

your Dante .

Darkness had now enveloped me … I felt his caress like a cool breeze . It began to lift my dress …. The Elixir in my flask at my bosom called to me. He was here. My body began to tremble with anticipation … I quivered in my most secret heart … Image

A new Novel … beginning  … The Vampire Letters … NAtasha Von , copyright , 2014

The Dreamer ; Neptune in Pisces

ImageNeptune opens the floodgates of our feelings and expands our perceptions .  Joined  in a once yearly with the Sun … and soon to touch Chiron , he sweeps us into the Mystic  taking us down to his watery depths ,. We merge , and music begins to stir in our veins ,. we feel every thing , the air speaks to us in waves … with dreams and the songs of trees  . We can now hear the songs of Mermaids  when we close our eyes …. Neptune in Pisces., the land of the Dreamer , an  inner landscape of blue .

We  enter a dream place , an expanded self , dissolving boundaries . If we can now open up  our spirits  with compassion , the waters of Love will flow to heal the wounds of our aching hearts  ..

Tantric Lover Cover Art

Tantric Lover Cover Art

The Cover art for Tantric Lover , a Tantric spoken word fantasy groove … new music . Natasha Von and the Sweet Soul Lovers , lovingly co created with  D. J. B. . L. Kolasa ,  featuring  vocals by Antonio  Messum , and the ecstatic sax stylings of the wonderful Steve Hall .

available at …

Winter Goddess ; White Deer Princess


She glows with her inner sweetness .  and brings light into the darkness wherever she goes ….



Her form is graceful , as is her spirit . A Goddess of the Forest , she glows with the  shining inner light of pure love , _DSC1119

A winter Goddess , the White Deer Princess , she  is the spirit of fresh , new fallen snow …_DSC1148My new work in progress , nearly complete , ” White Deer Goddess” from the Shamanic Spirits series . 60 by 40 inches , mixed media and acrylics  on board .

Spirit Dances , Soul Flight ….


Spirit dances , Soul flight , now free , unfettered , fly and soar , little bird … kiss the sky …

for my Mother , may her journey be safe ,

and full of light .

And may Angels receive her with their radiant love , mirroring the dazzling beauty and devotion that shone in her heart  through her joy and her  love .

Spirits shine brighter sometimes when released from the fetters of the body  that can no longer hold them back

from the light .

for Ludmilla ,

may you touch the stars …


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